Left in pieces
And so, I tried being perfect, finding it wasn't really worth it. I don't believe it makes me real. Thinking it would be easy, nobody ever believing me. Well, I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it's withing my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm probably better off on my own.
This place is empty, my thoughts are tempting, and I don't know how it got this bad.
Sometimes, it's so crazy, that I believe nothing could save me, but it's the only thing I have.
Again, if you believe it's withing my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm probably better off on my own.
And so, I tried being perfect, but it just wasn't worth it. Nothing could ever be this wrong. It's hard to believe me, it never gets easy. Heh, I guess I knew that all along.
One last time, if you believe it's in my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show. I'm trying to let you know, that I'm much better off on my own.
If you believe it's withing my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm probably better off on my own.
This place is empty, my thoughts are tempting, and I don't know how it got this bad.
Sometimes, it's so crazy, that I believe nothing could save me, but it's the only thing I have.
Again, if you believe it's withing my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show.
I'm trying to let you know, I'm probably better off on my own.
And so, I tried being perfect, but it just wasn't worth it. Nothing could ever be this wrong. It's hard to believe me, it never gets easy. Heh, I guess I knew that all along.
One last time, if you believe it's in my soul, I'll say all the words that I know, just to see if it would show. I'm trying to let you know, that I'm much better off on my own.
I kontrast till texten så mår jag faktiskt riktigt bra ;) känns som att jag har ett eget liv, oberoende på ett sätt, vilket känns som att det kom sent.
En annan viktig sak att nämna är att prioritering i sig har blivit första prio.. man kan inte leva fritt utan struktur. Man kan inte heller leva ett liv utan andra, vilket inte riktigt har funnits på ett bra tag. Ensamhet har varit ett tema som lett min väg under en tid, och det är ju fortfarande så, men jag har börjat acceptera det. Det finns ett större liv i vänskap.
Här följer en låt som bättre passar mitt humör bättre ;D
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