Messaneo

Today I experienced a feeling.. of.. just plain old relief.. and happiness, in the eye of the holder, but at the same time this eerie feeling of uncomfort.. profiling my system. <-- See what I did there =)

Got into a lot of investigative thoughts also.. mainly self-investigating but also the effects that I have on other people around me. And it actually got me thinking about the "heavy" stuff that happens.. oh, and the common "how", "why" and "when".

I don't do this alot.. I just repeat.. and fail.. usually.

Some things felt really good.. alongside those whom felt weird.. and unfair.. and cruel.. and unnecessary.


I like mentality-turning days.. they give me aim..
I want to be a happy person.
For the moment.

Sorry for the Teasing Mc, you know I'm just messing with you because I like you. Don't take notice =/
And thank you Mia, it's not great but it's okey at some levels. Okey is better than the previous..



I miss alot in my life.. some things more than others.. sometimes more and sometimes less.. and some things, probably shouldn't be missed at all.. atleast if I had my health at first interest. Although.. it's still my life.. and there's no rule as to what I choose to have at mind.

In general.. I just miss touch..... warmth..... and sound..

It's a still, cold & quiet world..



Live today, it's all we've got

Nighty night <3